I’m happy that you getting your life together and you’re changing for the better. You’re graduating soon and I’m sorry that I can’t be there to see you walk and finally get your diploma. I’m sorry if I’ve been in a bad mood lately, I honestly don’t know what’s going on but everything has been pissing me off. Maybe you are right, I need to change my life. Thanks for the wake up call. It’s my turn to get my life together and change for the better. I’m not abandoning you since you know I’m always here for you. A pinky promise is always a promise and I’m not breaking that. Even though it doesn’t seem like I’m not here and I don’t want you around, I actually do. I wish things go back to the way it is. But other than that, keep making me proud and maybe in the long-run everything will fall in place. You’re the best bestfriend I ever had & I don’t plan on losing you. I love you panget baba.
do you ever feel like someone is slowly slipping away from you,
so you try your hardest to pull them back to you, until one day you realize that you could try for the rest of your life and it wouldn’t make any difference, because in the end, people always leave, no matter how badly you want or need them to stay. the sad thing is i always forget that and i allow myself to think that maybe this time it’ll be different, maybe they’ll stay, but no one does.